date: October 23 2006
time: 10:11pm
current mood: exhausted

wow, been awhile, huh? what can i say in this update?

ive been working at a veterinary hospital since august. which means, yes, i quit the daycare. bet no one saw that coming. or did i already announce this on here? oh well, either way. new job, more money, woo hoo.

also, looks like in spring of next year, ill have my own dog. which, if you know me at all, you'll know ive wanted one, oh, FOREVER. i'll have a purebred labrador retriever from one of the techs at my work who breeds them. $1000 dog for free? yup, sign me up please, kthx. so thats exciting.

my birthday is coming up, looking forward to that. me and kelly and sam and sheila are gonna create havoc for a weekend, so im excited about THAT.

i dunno what else to say. hope everyone's doing well!





date: September 20 2006
time: 10:20pm
current mood: indifferent

ok, lets rip apart the claikens new album, shall we?

could he have possibly picked worse songs? i mean, i heard "without you" on the radio and i was like "ok, this is going to be amazing!"

then look at the complete SHIT he picks. "broken wings"???? "WHEN I SEE YOU SMILE"?!?! are we fucking serious? those are two of the worst songs ever written, period. pure 80's cheese, added with cheesy new melodies and cheesy singing..ew.

"sorry seems to be the hardest word" is GORGEOUS. and even though that dumb bitch ruins my whole song, "i wanna know what love is" is still kinda pretty. but everything else sucks. big time. but whatever, i guess.

and OH! hey, whats up lj? hehe.

xo





date: May 24 2006
time: 05:27pm
current mood: disappointed

i've had possibly the worst time of my life since saturdday.

on saturday, i dyed my hair a light brownish color, and sheila put in some highlights for me. the blonde was gorgeous, but the problem was all of my hair turned blonde. and trust me..i dont look good as a blonde. so i was really bummed out, although the color was so pretty.

monday i dye my hair a light brown color, and my mom does the same highlights. she makes me take them out early, and my hair comes out looking just plain brown. i hated it, although everyone else loved it.

tuesday. come home and dye my hair a dark mahogany brown..but cos my hair was so light at the time, it just came out almost jet black, with some brownish tone to it. i immediately burst into tears, ran to walmart, and got myself a lighter brown.

which, if you can figure, didnt stay in my hair. cos of all the previous dye. i did all this, btw, to save myself money from getting highlights at a salon. obviously, that didnt work out. ive spent a shitload.

so i come home today and dye my hair blonde, figuring at the most, itll make it atleast a shade lighter than almost black.

same fucking color. ive literally been crying for atleast 3 days. ive never felt as shitty about myself as i do right now, for just so many reasons. i cant believe ive completely fucked up the one nice looking thing about me. i look like a goddamn idiot.

off to atleast fix it with highlights. since im a fucking moron.

p.s. if tay-tay doesnt win tonight, im just officially going to kill myself.





wow, this doesnt look good..haha.
date: March 27 2006
time: 07:38pm
current mood: bored

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ATTENTION AMERICA!!
date: March 21 2006
time: 09:07pm
current mood: irritated

STOP KISSING CHRIS' ASS. IF EVERYONE ELSE HAS TO BEND AND DO A STYLE OF MUSIC, HE SHOULD TOO. THIS ISNT SOUNDGARDEN. ITS AMERICAN IDOL. SING SOMETHING DIFFERENT THAN ROCK, FOR THE LOVE OF GOD.

oh, and taylor..never do that again, EVER. please. it was horrible, and youre my favorite, and just..no.

ryan..let's makeout.

ok, back to the show.





date: March 20 2006
time: 07:59pm
current mood: crushed

the red sox must be on a mission to become the worst team EVER.

first sexual bill mueller and big bird, then MILLAH, and now bronson. dammit. i think god hates me, he's taking all my boys away.

oh. hi!! hope everyone is well. :)





clay thingy, just deal..
date: March 03 2006
time: 12:24am
current mood: tired

there are some people on my friends list who i think might be interested in seeing pretty much the end result of this whole "gay clay" controversy. k, maybe like, 1 1/2 people.

this pretty much confirms everything. annnddd..im completely ok with it. i think malpractice said it best, if it had happened like, right after idol, id have been devastated cos he was so high up in my book. not cos of the gay thing, but just upset for him. but we have distance now, i still love him, but its ok. just hope he lives.

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and thats it. hope everyone is well.

xo.





date: February 11 2006
time: 12:58pm
current mood: bored

so what about this whole big clay conspiracy in the enquirer? about the websites and hooking up with that guy?

i personally believe it. although i havent heard much on it, i ddint hear the guy on stern or anything, but he passed a lie detector? yeah. and have we all seen clay?

dont get me wrong. im still in love with him. doesnt change anything. just weird.

guess ive been neglecting this since myspace came along. and i dont really have anything to say. so ill just talk about aiken today. :)

<3





date: January 29 2006
time: 10:55am
current mood: excited

for anyone who doesnt know, and needs to know this information, RENT is coming out on dvd february 21! how cool is that. i hope thats a bit of new news or else ill feel silly for posting about it. i found it to be very exciting though, 3 weeks!! :)

enjoy.





date: January 04 2006
time: 10:21pm
current mood: drained

wow. happy new year? i guess since ive discovered the beauty of myspace, lj kinda..sucks ass. lol.

but ill come say hi. so..hi. xmas was good. new years was..good. haha. fun. funny. all the good stuff. and im good. so yeah!

hope everyones..good.

xo.





date: December 21 2005
time: 10:15pm
current mood: melancholy

great. now what the hell do i do with my giant johnny damon cardboard standup.

i was actually fine this morning. cos i like the yankees. please, dont throw stones. but i do.

but its my johnny. :(

this is a sad, sad day.

wtf.





date: December 11 2005
time: 10:09pm
current mood: restless

1. My username is ____ because ____.
2. My journal is titled ____ because ____.
3. My subtitle is ____ because ____.
4. My friends page is called ____ because ____.
5. My default userpic is ____ because ____.

1. My username is somais_what. it's from a song from the strokes, called "soma", and it's the first line. i just remember the first time i saw the strokes, in boston with my cousin. they opened with soma, and it was just an amazing moment, and made me love the song that much more.
2. My journal is titled "the sinner and the saint" because it's part of one of my fave lines from an aiken song. and considering some of the filters i've developed, and posts that i've made to those filters, you should understand.
3. My subtitle is "that fight battle within" because it's the 2nd half of the lyric.
4. My friends page is called..i have no idea.
5. My default userpic is clay aiken and i. because..uh, duh. it would be yours, too, if you'd met him.





aiken christmas show. weee!
date: December 10 2005
time: 06:13pm
current mood: bored



more behind the cut, including a picture of yours truly with mr william joseph. yay!

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loves it ALL. the play = wicked corny, but sweet at points. and i love that boy, so that was good. i think this is the worst he's ever sounded live, but it's ok. i'll get over it..and there's always next year. :)





date: November 24 2005
time: 01:13pm
current mood: worried

ohhhh this isnt gonna be good.

haha. happy thanksgiving..?

:)





date: November 22 2005
time: 10:11pm
current mood: ecstatic

IM SO GODDAMN EXCITED RIGHT NOW.

finally. FINALLY. its happened.

i was watching House tonight..and cameron and chase had sex. crazy, ecstasy induced sex. i know only a handful of people might care, but ive been in love with chase since the beginning of the show, even when he was being an asshole.

and if cam wasnt gonna have sex with house, i was praying for with chase, THAT WAS SO FUCKING HOT OMG.

tell me someone else watched. please.





date: November 21 2005
time: 08:29pm
current mood: bored

A- AREA CODE YOU ARE IN RIGHT NOW: 01852

B- BIRTHDAY: november 10, 1983. never too late to say happy birthday!

C- CURRENT CRUSH: no one, ive realized its completely useless. guys are fucking clueless.

D- FAVORITE DRINK: water. hot chocolate. iced coffee. midori sour.

E- EATING CURRENTLY: nothiiing im dying.

F- FAVORITE FOOD: bacon cheddar potato skins from martha's. mmm.

G- GO TO FOR ADVICE: sheila.

H- CURRENT HATRED: i dont hate anyone. i hate calories, though.

I- I THINK: i should wait to take a shower, there is a new episode of whose line on with jeff davis, and ive never seen it.

J- CURRENT JOB: infant teacher

K- ANY KIDS: at work.

L- I LOVE: ummm get back to me

M- FAVORITE MOVIE: donnie darko, eurotrip, haggard, jackass, seven, american beauty

N- YOUR PHONE NUMBER: doesnt matter, you wont use it

O- OVER OR UNDER: Under.

P- FAVORITE PERFUME/COLOGNE: gucci.

Q- A LITTLE QUIRK ABOUT YOURSELF: i hate people

R- LAST ROAD TRIP: umm..you know, i dont know.

S- DO YOU SMOKE: not usually

T- FAVORITE TV SHOW: whose line is it anyway, homewrecker, friends, will and grace, extreme makeover home edition, queer eye, viva la bam, that 70s show

U- COLOR OF YOUR UNDERWEAR: lavender

V- LAST TIME YOU WERE IN VEGAS: havent been

W- WISHFUL THINKING: sooo many things

X- X-RAYS TAKEN THIS YEAR: my knee, i think..or maybe that was last year

Y- YOUR FAVORITE YEAR OF YOUR LIFE: junior or senior year, cant remember

Z- ZODIAC SIGN: scorpio





date: November 17 2005
time: 05:39pm
current mood: sad

i guess im not seeing HIM tonight.

:(





date: November 09 2005
time: 10:06pm
current mood: pissed off

if something doesnt change right now, tomorrow is going to be the worst birthday EVER.

i have to babysit all weekend, i hate my job, i feel disgusting, im miserable right now. im so frustrated. with everything.

done now.





HELLLOOOO!!!!!!
date: November 06 2005
time: 05:48pm
current mood: happy

look at this sexy bitch. im in it, too. but look at that man. for everyone who doesnt know, thats bronson arroyo, (hopefully) one of the pitchers for the red sox. also my favorite player, aside from kevin millar. and dont mind the frightening man standing there. he's just scary. :)





date: November 05 2005
time: 12:30pm
current mood: happy

10 Things I Like:

1+ meeting bronson arroyo tomorrow. mmm.

2+ watching dumb movies with sheila and making fun of people

3+ a boy at the gym. cue surprise.

4+ clay aiken

5+ taking pictures

6+ the boston mf'ing red sox

7+ people. as much as i hate them, i like them too.

8+ the musical episode of that 70s show.

9+ 'haggard', the movie. "ryan..these..are your girlfriends'..UNDERWEARS"

10+ eminems 'encore' cd, esp. #'s 7,8,17.

i tag the following 5 people:
malpractice
chrissykauai
princessbrynie
laurenloveless
blakwolf22







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